Hi ppl!
im here in my bcomm class
n dis room is f******* hot!
cos e air-con is not on!
wth!
is so freakin warm n e teacher is like didnt realise it was hot/warm until e cls like told him!
so wad much things can we do!
not alot!

anyway i dun even understand e lesson
wth!
i dun wan 2 fail!
lols!
i hate dis module!
but no choice muz take dis lesson!

anyway talk later!
muz at least listen n understand!lols!


todae gt NP ambassadors e recruitment
n todae is on games
n it was nt dat tirin though
sum ppl i noe were oso there(in fact my group is full of BIT students)
haha!BIT rockz!
at least i was nt alone

den only wen 2 3 stations cos not enough time!haha!
after dat dey gav another piece of paper which is e interview
mine is on mondae at 11.45am!
its like so early but its beta lah!
sum ppl got abt 6pm or later
which is really worst!
so im fortunate 2 hav it early but at e same time
a bit scared lah!
i dunno wad im goin 2 say durin e interview
n i hav not fnsh seein e library cos e interview is in e library at lvl 5
but anyway!

HELP!!!!!!
i lost my spectacles!
i hav no idea where it is lah!
i finish washin up n i hav no idea where i put it!omg!
wad happens if my brothers or sum1 steps on it!wad am i 2 do!
my mum is goin 2 kill me cos its so exp!wth!
wad 2 do!wad 2 do!
anyway i gt another specs which is my old 1
n i dun wan 2 wear it cos it feels so weird!
n i love my new 1 n its not even 1 years old!
i beta find it soon!cos i hate my things 2 go missin
n im like havin short term memory lost!
omg dat is bad!lols!
well anyway sch starts at 11am tml cos
ITb n NSS r all e-learning wk so muz go 4 bstats tml!
so yey!can slp late!lols!

so later ppl!


back again here todae!
im like suppose 2 do my homewrk yet surf e internet!
wth
wad a lazy person i am!lols!

anyway yesterdae debate was like i had butterflies in my tummy
im not new 2 public speakin!cos i've done it alot in sec sch!
wad e hell is wron wif me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway wen every1 say their speech i was like omg
i cant be like dem
im goin 2 screw my speech n yes i did!
so i guess im nt cut out for debate but no im nt givin up!
im goin 2 start evrythin frm e beginin n work my way up!
muahahahahahahaha!

reach home bout 10pm!dead tired n went 2 eat dinner!
which i noe is not good but im hungry so who cares rite!
after dat wen 2 do e NSS PBL cos muz send 2 e teacher in like yesterdae!
so i did thru mel n it was abt 10 mins b4 12pm!wth!

den did a bit of homewrk!
den fnd dis cool website where can read all e latest jap comics!
i was like wow!
so slept abt 1.30am todae n continue 2 read wateva chps i didnt fnsh abt not long ago!
muahahahaha!=)


hey ppl!

dis is like e 2nd time im bloggin!muahahaha!
ok!im here wif sum of my debate frens!chattin wif dem!
actually 1 of dem!
haha!

im sorry ting ting, amelia n wendy, i leave u guys!especially wendy who clearly duno my frens n leave her so alone!
i owe u a lot!haha!
really sorry!

ok!i was like so scared im nt in e cca i wan cos i didnt gt e email!
so vry scared!
but lucky 4 me, devan told me abt it cos i ask him!n he sent me e contact list!
wat i found out is dat dey got my email add wrong!
haha!

im so happy now!
i gtg gt cca!haha!
bb!=)


ok!due to certain problems which i dun wan 2 bring up!i hav deleted my old tag board n did a new one!haha!

so ppl!pls tag in my new tag board which is freakin empty!haha!

thanks lots!


ok 4 last entry i wrote i hav 2 like apologise 2 only 2 ppl!

really sorry bout wad i wrote!if hurt ur feelings!really sorry abt dat!
2 benefit like e both of u i will delete dat small part of it so no on else will noe!k!
n oh yah!i promise i wont talk abt ur private lives in dis blog anymore!or even any of ur frens!

i duno if u accept dis apology but at least tell me on my tag board u hav read it!k!
so um...really sorry abt it!


i noe i noe its been a few days since i last rite in but wat can i do!
been busy e past few days lah!
homework!homework!homework!non-stop!
everyday got at least 1 tutorial 2 do or read through e damn exp txtbk or notes!
lols!

anyway i manage 2 do most of my homework!(thanks god!)
or else i will forgt or super lazy 2 do my wrk!
i still haven do my CATS homewrk!wth!
i think i mght fail certain modules dis semester which is NSS and mayb ITb and CATS!
for NSS i mght fail cos im a computer idiot!seriously i hav no idea wad all e IT terms are!
so i dunno how 2 do my tutorials but thanks 2 zi jian who help me i manage 2 do!yey!
i owe him big time!lols!
ITb is juz like NSS!i cant take so much of e IT terms at 1 go yet e stupid timetable is drivin me nuts!

im beginning 2 hate poly life cos its like wad jc n sec school where there is a lot of things 2 rmbr n lots of homewrk 2 do!on top of dat we got cca which starts after 6pm!wth!
i juz found out dat if u gt lectures on a public holiday, u hav 2 attend a make-up lecture on another day!which starts at 5pm and ends around 7pm!wth!

we r only 1st years yet dey hav started 2 pressure us wif a lot of stuff!wth!
my head my burst!lols!


now im in sch doin my homework or otherwise known as assingments here in poly!cos i got nothin beta 2 do n i got 5 hrs 2 kill b4 my nxt lesson!wth!so no choice there,cos got no tutorials n workshops except for one module!there is a lot of homewrk!i think i mght die soon!oso theres projects which r on e way!so its all wth!n i only manage 2 do 1 of my assignments!so gtg!
muz do assignments!bb!;(


today's i went 2 collect my ez-link card n also 2dae's another day of tirin lessons!cant take it lah!lessons start at 1pm n its all Interdisplinary Studies module (IS)!e tutor 4 Creative & Applied Thinking Sills(CATS) today is kind of funny lah!so enjoyed e lessons lah!lucky zing zai n me in same class,if not all alone like rest!den mus introduce myself 2 e class,vry embarrasin lah but manage 2 do it haha!i realised dat out of e 23 ppl in e cls,im e only malay student!furthermore among e 6 BIT students,im e only girl(so sad rite)!haha!anyway there r other students frm other courses like accountancy,chemical biomolecular n horticulture (i cant believe dis my english hav gone bad!)!den e tutor gav us assignment n we hav 2 b in groups 2 do it n we hav six wks 2 fnsh it!wth!in my grp got 5 gals(includin me) n 1 guy who is actually zing zai!haha!(poor guy but he does not mind!serious!)den e lesson ended b4 2.30pm n we hav 2 go 4 a short briefin which is not every1 is listenin!cos vry tired!den met wif e rest of e "gang"(avengers 9 1.1 students) n we head down 2 LT 26 for our Sports & Wellness module(S&W) n we were like 8mins late.e person who is givin us e briefin is so fierce lah!not happy cos we cum late!wth!den met huiling inside e LT!miss u so much!oh yah! now i rmbr i met wif gladys!(oh man!juz seein u guys juz made my day a whole lot easier n happier)miss u guys lots!ok movin on!i had 2 pick 1 of dunno how many choices dey giv us!wth lah,got no hip hop!so unfair!anyway no choice brenda n i took aerobics,while zi jian n zing zai took wellness progamme(gym actually) n yijin n ting ting took yoga!ppl all rushin like mad juz 2 get into their choices!n huiling took tennis!after dat wen 2 bookshop again n get my other txtbk!n dis 1 is more expensive den e last 2 so its wth!i think i juz mght go bankrupt!juz buyin e books!

ok!gtg talk again soon!

dis is e card dat dey give!nice rite!

e inside of the card

e small card inside!its a very touchin note there!

den after dat 4 lecture!n it really sux cos i dun understand a thing n e lecturer gav us assignments!i think i can die already cos it so a lot!hate it!hate it!hate it!sum more only nd 2 cum 2 sch 4 an hour so its such a waste of time!den went 2 bookshop 2 get my txtbks again!n 1 of e bks dun hav so today muz get lah n e other bk not dat vry thick n it cost $32.10!wtf!so expensive!n we r like usin 4 a semester!such a waste!i hav 2 buy 3 bks in total n if add all 3 bks it will cost bout more den $100 wtf!bloody exp!hate it a lot!i think i mght die cos e bks r so bloodyheavy!hate it!

1st day of school n think i might die!my bag was heavy even though not much things inside!wen 2 e CC 2 see e cca dey hav n i sign up for debate!haha!den thinkin of joinin sum other cca frm e ba society but still muz see 1st!haha!den at 1pm go for lecture at lt 22,its a combine cls frm bit,bfs n trm(i think so lah)!i was a little lost durin e lecture n omg sum more amaths!bloody hell e lecturer keep talkin on sets n subsets n wat nots!i was freakin lost!it was like a waste of time lah in e end cos i went 2 sch for only 2 hours cos no tutorials n workshop except 4 bcomm dis wk!so dis wk will b such a drag!haha!

ok i beta go cos vry tired n im sick at e same time!haha!bb!


BAOC 2008

wednesday(9/4/2008)

1st day of camp n a vry tirin day!wen 2 sch n i was so scared n nervous n i dunno wat 2 do!seriously but thanks 2 gladys who accompany me i felt abit beta!den we went 2 e Convention Center(CC) had 2 register 1st n choose our t-shirt size!my grp is "the avengers" haha!ulric,yukai n me were in the same grp!lijun is in -men!dey oso giv us a goody bag!but den we had 2 carry it where ever we go durin e campus tour n it was vry tirin den we went back 2 e CC den dey tell us how 2 read our time table n e website 2 download our lecture notes!dey den release us n i slept vry early cos i was vry tired after e camp!

thursday(10/4/2008)

another tirin day where we go for a scavenger hunt!but b4 dat there was a talk from the top students den dey gav us refreshment b4 e hunt!e hunt was fun cos there were games dat involve our teamwork!at 1 station while waitin for e game master my group played e human tangel n we were so tangel up dat we cheated!haha!yey!n durin e hunt we beat sum of e other groups!haha!go avengers!yey!after e scavenger hunt we went back 2 e CC where we learn e mass dance n since we were all tired dat we could barely do e dance properly!haha!dey only release us bout 6pm!i was very tired so slept vry early again haha!

friday(11/4/2008)

last day of camp!stayed most of e time in e CC watch e pageant, n perfomance by my grp n other grp perform(e freshies r 1 dat perform) haha!halfway durin e perfomance was high tea n food was provided!e food rocks!really nice u noe!den continue wif wif the rest of the performance!b4 we leave, dey give out e awards 2 e different catogory 2 e groups!
most consistant: batman
best performance: superman
best cheer group: x-men
best banner: daredevil
best mascot: the avengers!yey!
3RD place group: fantastic 4
2ND place group: teen titans
1ST place group: spiderman
so in e end each group won sumthin!after dat got mass dance but not alot of us dance so we left early!haha!it was tiring day but it was fun!haha!love e BAOC '08!


TUESDAY(8/4/2008)

wen out wif gladys n wendy!go 2 school to get our o-lvl cert cos if not muz pay(so i've heard) den saw ms tan seow lan she came 2 e general office wen i was abt 2 go out!den she took my cert i see my grades!she is happy dat i pass my malay n i did so good for my science!haha!den e 3 of us wen 2 bugis i did shoppin (serious shoppin really)so bout 4.30pm we all went home!but i got my stuff(e things i nd nt want)haha!


school is startin soon n i'm real excited abt it!
can't wait 2 move into a new environment n meet new frens!
feelin vry happy abt it!
BUT...
i feel miserable at e same time
my frens are all goin into different courses n schools
n i'm goin 2 miss evry single 1 of dem
dis pass few days flew real fast
n i'm kind of scared!
my frens r like leavin(i dun mind really cos its natural)
BUT...
i feel dat i'm bein ignored by dem entirely(i hate it!a lot!)
i juz wish dey can talk 2 me online or drop smses on how dey r doin
BUT...
i got nothin frm dem!(wth!)
i dun wan 2 lose e frenship dat we share
BUT...
we can't help it can we?
ever since i entered zhss i was so alone(vry alone)
cos i'm e only one frm my pri sch dat enter zhss!
it was hard 4 me 2 make new frens(i was vry shy at e time)
n u guys(my clssmates)help me alot!
u guys b'came e closes frens i ever had!(even closer den my pri sch frens)
u guys were there wen i needed sum1 e most!
i'm goin 2 miss u guys alot!(really!)
5 long years is kind of long don't u think!
n losin frens after 5 long years is kind of hard!
it pains me 2 even type dis
so pls wateva u guys r doin dun forget me k!
n dun leave me behind!i dun like it at all!
so pls! pls! pls! dun break our frenship!
-i'm cryin at e moment-
i hate 2 b alone!
oh!i forgot!i finally realised!
no matter where i go!i ended up bein alone!(even at home)
-i'm a loner- -haha!-
-haha!dun u think its kind of funny!-
-i dun wan 2 b alone,hate bein alone,askin ppl nt 2 leave me-
-yet i'm always alone-
haha!=(

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