i cried myself 2 sleep last night cos i was like a little or so hurt lah!i wan a laptop on my own for sch but muz get my mum's old laptop!i felt like screamin n shoutin at her n my dad!"Y MUZ I ALWAYS GET UR OLD STUFF WHILE KHALIQ GET ALL THE NEW ONES!JUZ B'COZ I DUN ARGUE OR COMPLAIN DAT DOES NOT MEAN I LIKE IT!Y CANT I HAV A NEW PHONE AT E SAME TIME AS GETTIN A NEW NUMBER!SO WAD IF MY SCHOOL FEES R SO EXPENSIVE(DONT THINK DAT OUR FAMILY IS THE ONLY FAMILY IN E WHOLE COUNTRY OR WORLD IS STRUGGLIN WIF E SCHOOL FEES) N Y R U ALWAYS THINKIN BOUT KHALIQ(GIVIN E BEST WHILE HE DOES NOT DESERVE A SINGLE THING)!HE DOES NOT STUDY N HE IS YOUNGER DEN ME!HE GFOT LIKE EVERYTHING WHILE I DUN HAV ANYTHING!HE GETS MORE POCKET MONEY DEN ME N I NEVER COMPLAIN!ITS SO HARD FOR ME 2 GET SUMTHIN I WAN COS I MUZ EARN IT WHILE HE GET IT ALL JUZ LIKE DAT N NO QUESTIONS ASK FROM ANY OF U!ITS NOT FAIR TO ME U NOE!I WORK HARD FOR MY EXAMS,N-LVLS & O-LVLS,N ALL I GET IS A TREAT!NOTHING MORE!I CANT HAV A NEW LAPTOP OR NEW HANDPHONE!ITS NOT FAIR TO ME!SUM TIMES I JUZ HATE DIS FAMILY!I GOT A FAMILY MEMBER CALL ME A MAID,WHILE ANOTHER CALL ME STUPID N ANOTHER CALLIN ME SELFISH N LASTLY ANOTHER MEMBER CALLIN ME BITCH,STUPID N ALL SORTS OF HURTFUL NAMES!N YET I NEVER COMPLAIN!IM SO HURT!N ITS SO NOT FAIR 2 ME!SUM TIMES WATS E POINT OF ME DOING MY BEST N DOIN ANYTHIN FOR DEM WEN DEY DONT APPRECIATE ME!I JUZ WISH I WAS BORN IN ANOTHER FAMILY OR NOT BORN AT ALL!" omg im really cryin rite now!i hav no idea wad im writin n i nd 2 get everythin out!i juz hav 2!
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Hasyimah
it may be a long road ahead
but i guess i should not give up
